{"id":22,"date":"2025-10-21T13:11:12","date_gmt":"2025-10-21T13:11:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/?post_type=chapter&#038;p=22"},"modified":"2025-10-21T14:19:33","modified_gmt":"2025-10-21T14:19:33","slug":"chapter-1-1","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/chapter\/chapter-1-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 1.1"},"content":{"raw":"[caption id=\"attachment_155\" align=\"aligncenter\" width=\"623\"]<img src=\"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-623x1024.png\" alt=\"Illustration of Mrs. Larena Lee at age 60, on February 11, 1844.\" width=\"623\" height=\"1024\" class=\"size-large wp-image-155\" \/> Illustration of Mrs. Larena Lee at age 60, on February 11, 1844.[\/caption]\r\n<p class=\"caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><b>MRS. JARENA LEE.<\/b><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><i>Preacher of the A,M,E, Church.\r\nAged 60 years on the 11th day of the 2nd month 1844.\r\nPhilad<sup>a<\/sup><span>\u00a0<\/span>1844<\/i><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"titlepage larger\" style=\"text-align: center;\">RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE <span class=\"smaller\">AND <\/span>JOURNAL <span class=\"smaller\">OF <\/span><span class=\"larger\">MRS. JARENA LEE,<\/span>\r\n<span class=\"smaller\">GIVING <\/span>AN ACCOUNT OF HER CALL TO PREACH THE GOSPEL.<\/p>\r\n<p class=\"titlepage\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Revised and corrected from the Original Manuscript, written by herself.<\/p>\r\n<p class=\"titlepage\" style=\"text-align: center;\">PHILADELPHIA:\r\nPrinted and Published for the Author.\r\n1849.<\/p>\r\n<p class=\"center\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1836,\r\nBy JARENA LEE,\r\nIn the Office of the Clerk of the Eastern District of Pennsylvania.<\/p>\r\n\r\n<h1 id=\"pgepubid00003\"><span class=\"smaller\">RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE AND JOURNAL OF <\/span>MRS. JARENA LEE.<\/h1>\r\n<span>\u201cAnd it shall come to pass ... that I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons, and your\u00a0<\/span><i>daughters<\/i><span>\u00a0shall prophecy.\u201d\u2014<\/span><i>Joel<\/i><span>\u00a0ii. 28.<\/span>\r\n\r\nI was born February 11th, 1783, at Cape May, State of New Jersey. At the age of seven years I was parted from my parents, and went to live as a servant maid, with a Mr. Sharp, at the distance of about sixty miles from the place of my birth.\r\n\r\nMy parents being wholly ignorant of the knowledge of God, had not therefore instructed me in any degree in this great matter. Not long after the commencement of my attendance on this lady, she had bid me do something respecting my work, which in a little while after she asked me if I had done, when I replied, Yes\u2014but this was not true.\r\n\r\nAt this awful point, in my early history, the Spirit of God moved in power through my Conscience, and told me I was a wretched sinner. On this account so great was the impression, and so strong were the feelings of guilt, that I promised in my heart that I would not tell another lie.\r\n\r\nBut notwithstanding this promise my heart grew harder, after a while, yet the Spirit of the Lord never entirely forsook me, but continued mercifully striving with me, until his gracious power converted my soul.\r\n\r\nThe manner of this great accomplishment, was as follows: In the year 1804, it so happened that I went with others to hear a missionary of the Presbyterian order preach. It was an afternoon meeting, but few were there, the place was a school room; but the preacher was solemn, and in his countenance the earnestness of his master\u2019s business appeared equally strong, as though he were about to speak to a multitude.\r\n\r\nAt the reading of the Psalms, a ray of renewed conviction darted into my soul. These were the words, composing the first verse of the Psalms for the service:\r\n<div class=\"poetry-container\">\r\n<div class=\"poetry\">\r\n<div class=\"stanza\">\r\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">\u201cLord, I am vile, conceived in sin,<\/div>\r\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">Born unholy and unclean.<\/div>\r\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">Sprung from man, whose guilty fall<\/div>\r\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">Corrupts the race, and taints us all.\u201d<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\nThis description of my condition struck me to the heart, and made me to feel in some measure, the weight of my sins, and sinful nature. But not knowing how to run immediately to the Lord for help, I was driven of Satan, in the course of a few days, and tempted to destroy myself.\r\n\r\nThere was a brook about a quarter of a mile from the house, in which there was a deep hole, where the water whirled about among the rocks; to this place it was suggested, I must go and drown myself.","rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_155\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-155\" style=\"width: 623px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-623x1024.png\" alt=\"Illustration of Mrs. Larena Lee at age 60, on February 11, 1844.\" width=\"623\" height=\"1024\" class=\"size-large wp-image-155\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-623x1024.png 623w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-182x300.png 182w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-768x1263.png 768w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-934x1536.png 934w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-65x107.png 65w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-225x370.png 225w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee-350x576.png 350w, https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/204\/2025\/10\/Jarena_Lee.png 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 623px) 100vw, 623px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-155\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Illustration of Mrs. Larena Lee at age 60, on February 11, 1844.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><b>MRS. JARENA LEE.<\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"caption\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><i>Preacher of the A,M,E, Church.<br \/>\nAged 60 years on the 11th day of the 2nd month 1844.<br \/>\nPhilad<sup>a<\/sup>\u00a01844<\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"titlepage larger\" style=\"text-align: center;\">RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE <span class=\"smaller\">AND <\/span>JOURNAL <span class=\"smaller\">OF <\/span><span class=\"larger\">MRS. JARENA LEE,<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"smaller\">GIVING <\/span>AN ACCOUNT OF HER CALL TO PREACH THE GOSPEL.<\/p>\n<p class=\"titlepage\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Revised and corrected from the Original Manuscript, written by herself.<\/p>\n<p class=\"titlepage\" style=\"text-align: center;\">PHILADELPHIA:<br \/>\nPrinted and Published for the Author.<br \/>\n1849.<\/p>\n<p class=\"center\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1836,<br \/>\nBy JARENA LEE,<br \/>\nIn the Office of the Clerk of the Eastern District of Pennsylvania.<\/p>\n<h1 id=\"pgepubid00003\"><span class=\"smaller\">RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE AND JOURNAL OF <\/span>MRS. JARENA LEE.<\/h1>\n<p>\u201cAnd it shall come to pass &#8230; that I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons, and your\u00a0<i>daughters<\/i>\u00a0shall prophecy.\u201d\u2014<i>Joel<\/i>\u00a0ii. 28.<\/p>\n<p>I was born February 11th, 1783, at Cape May, State of New Jersey. At the age of seven years I was parted from my parents, and went to live as a servant maid, with a Mr. Sharp, at the distance of about sixty miles from the place of my birth.<\/p>\n<p>My parents being wholly ignorant of the knowledge of God, had not therefore instructed me in any degree in this great matter. Not long after the commencement of my attendance on this lady, she had bid me do something respecting my work, which in a little while after she asked me if I had done, when I replied, Yes\u2014but this was not true.<\/p>\n<p>At this awful point, in my early history, the Spirit of God moved in power through my Conscience, and told me I was a wretched sinner. On this account so great was the impression, and so strong were the feelings of guilt, that I promised in my heart that I would not tell another lie.<\/p>\n<p>But notwithstanding this promise my heart grew harder, after a while, yet the Spirit of the Lord never entirely forsook me, but continued mercifully striving with me, until his gracious power converted my soul.<\/p>\n<p>The manner of this great accomplishment, was as follows: In the year 1804, it so happened that I went with others to hear a missionary of the Presbyterian order preach. It was an afternoon meeting, but few were there, the place was a school room; but the preacher was solemn, and in his countenance the earnestness of his master\u2019s business appeared equally strong, as though he were about to speak to a multitude.<\/p>\n<p>At the reading of the Psalms, a ray of renewed conviction darted into my soul. These were the words, composing the first verse of the Psalms for the service:<\/p>\n<div class=\"poetry-container\">\n<div class=\"poetry\">\n<div class=\"stanza\">\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">\u201cLord, I am vile, conceived in sin,<\/div>\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">Born unholy and unclean.<\/div>\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">Sprung from man, whose guilty fall<\/div>\n<div class=\"verse indent0\">Corrupts the race, and taints us all.\u201d<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>This description of my condition struck me to the heart, and made me to feel in some measure, the weight of my sins, and sinful nature. But not knowing how to run immediately to the Lord for help, I was driven of Satan, in the course of a few days, and tempted to destroy myself.<\/p>\n<p>There was a brook about a quarter of a mile from the house, in which there was a deep hole, where the water whirled about among the rocks; to this place it was suggested, I must go and drown myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"menu_order":1,"template":"","meta":{"pb_show_title":"on","pb_short_title":"","pb_subtitle":"","pb_authors":[],"pb_section_license":"public-domain"},"chapter-type":[],"contributor":[],"license":[50],"class_list":["post-22","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry","license-public-domain"],"part":20,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/22","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/22\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":157,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/22\/revisions\/157"}],"part":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/parts\/20"}],"metadata":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/22\/metadata\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"chapter-type","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapter-type?post=22"},{"taxonomy":"contributor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/contributor?post=22"},{"taxonomy":"license","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.ulib.csuohio.edu\/eal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/license?post=22"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}